Hi guys :D

I just wanted to talk about my science lesson on Thursday.
Miss Walsh gave us the science assignment on Monday and its due next monday.
But on Thursday everyone's like "Oh we can't find info" and she's like whatever it's still due on Monday. ㅠㅠ
Then 5 mins later she goes "I'm going to hand out 4 pages to you and they're your hw for next monday" D:
She's so friggin mean :(
And when we received the pages we noticed they were 4 DOUBLE SIDED pages D:
Then she goes "Oh and I forgot one more"
And she gives us another page of hw.
SO SO SO SO SO MEAN :(

Oh and on Monday I had math tutor.
He reads the question and then he goes...

그래서 있잖아 plane 이 overhead 에 flying 하고 있거든...

and I'm like no shit man its flying in the sea =='
HAHA he can be so ghey at times :)

And then he's explaining to me about a trig question and he draws the diagram.
Then he draws a stick figure with a triangle dress as the woman and he draws the tree as a stick with a cloud shape on top.
And it looked like a preschool kids drawing :D
I was LOLing for 10mins until he got really pissed :)

btw
I won't be posting alot.
AGAIN cus I hav 4 assignments :(
sorry ne~
I'll post as soon as I finish them all

Sorry for not posting for ages guys :D
You've missed me yeah?

I'm just posting some of the memorable things from last week.

Mr McMahon: Nike and Reebok have a VERY good relationship.
Nike started with JUST DO IT.
and Reebok answered with...
WHERE YOUR PANTS END :D

I came across this and it sounded cool
so ii decided to post it :D

I don't know what love is.

I don't want to know.

I don't want to see him walk away with some other girl.

I don't want to feel abandoned.

How am I sure, you ask, that I'll be rejected?

Because. Because I'm a worthless piece of nothing. If I could be anything, anything at all- a pencil, a snail, a helping hand- I'd give up my whole life.

But I'm nothing. Only a memory fighting to stay alive. Only the hollow remembrance of a man once alive.

You're something, then, you say. You're a memory.

Yes, I reply, and you smile. You think that you solved all my problems. You think I can be happy now, knowing that I'm something, knowing that I'm a memory.

But I'm not. A memory, I mean. Perhaps I was once in someone's memory. And I struggle to keep that alive, so that I won't be completely forgotten. But no, that's not what I am.

I won't say it, though. I'll watch you smile.

You stand up and leave.

I look at myself, the nothing that makes me. I pretend to feel the aching pang in my chest. I pretend to feel burning tears rolling down my cheeks.

I pretend I have a heart.

I pretend I love you.

No.

Even if the rest of it's a lie, that isn't.

I love you.

I don't feel the pang in my chest, I don't feel the tears rolling down my cheeks, I don't have a heart.

But I love you.

Because. Because I'm insane.

And I look down again, at nothing, and I realize that I am something.

I'm hopelessly attached to you.

I know what love is.

But I wish I didn't have to know.

I watch him walk away with someone else.

And I feel broken.

How do you know what being broken feels like?

Because. Because that's what I was my whole life. If I could be whole, whole for just one day, I'd give up my whole life.

But I'm broken. Only a shattered dream. Only a numbing helplessness.

Only a wish to be near the warmth, the safeness of your light.

I love you.

heyy guys :D
thought ii might blog cus ii havent in ages
im gonna edit this later
but anyhoo
thought ii might tell u that ii got my hair dyed reddy-purple last week :D
Katy was about to eat it yesterday D:
And Liz keeps patting my fringe D:<

Giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they will love you back. Do not expect love in return; just wait for it to grow in their heart; but if it does not, be content. It grew in yours. ©

Do not go for looks; they can deceive. Do not go for wealth; even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright. ©

To You:

If you cannot piece together broken glass, why did you try to when he left? If you cannot continue to draw with a broken crayon, why did you try to when she left? If you had sworn your loyalty to me, why did you go and hold hands with the Devil? If you had sworn your heart to me, why did you eat from that box of chocolate? If you had sworn yourself to me, then why did you kiss that soul?

Now, I am picking up the shattered glass that had ravaged the floor. Now, I am trying to murder a blank piece of paper with the broken crayon. Now, I am reaching out for Devil to end my misery. Now, I am purging up all that chocolate I had eaten after you left.

But, I have no soul to kiss.

Because you took mine.

It is neither a fond or hated memory. Yet, on the good days, I don’t remember. And on bad days, I do. I remember all of it in its entirety tightly pinned behind a picture frame permanently nailed to the walls of my mind. I should erase the pieces, but I choose to let it live inside because I will be able to play, replay, and pause those moments at my will.

Come back and save me before it’s too late.

Before all the colors in my world blend together and fade . . .

I want you to see again... ♥

It was tina and helen's bday this week ;)

For just a moment
I wish I could have been there
To see your first step, hear your first word....

kwon's bday

Hello unluckyy viewer,

I'm missing my old fringe very muchly and im thinking of just siding my block fringe but im afraid that it'll look fugly till my fringe grows. D:

ii really really really miss my side fringe

cus all the wind just messes up my block fringe all the time. :(

HAPPY 14th BIRTHDAY SABRINAA
-ii officially announce that ur 14 and gheyer-
I'm dedicating today to my bestie SABRINA HSU.

Hello Human

- cough cough cough -

Hi guys.

Sorry, I'm like into geography right now cus i had geo test today and I studied hardcore for it. :)

Sabrina's bday tomorrow~

I must remember to get her a present :D

Science

Miss Walsh picked on me today. We were packing up the pracs and she saw me doing nothing and she was like ii think i might have to fail you for prac shani. You're not helping your group."

Me: But I put my apron back and Katy's putting back the goggles...

Miss Walsh: So..? Your group hasn't finished packing up the test tubes yet.

Me: John's going to do that.

Miss Walsh: So? Who cares. Help him instead of standing there like an idiot.

Me: I'm not an idiot. =='

She shouldn't have said that cus I'm in PMS mode and you don't know what I'm going to throw at you next.

MFT

Miss Tierny. Maths. Ratio again cus she thinks we forgot. Friggin hell.

ii was eating rice :D

cus ii was very hungry.

Because SOMEONE (Katy) made me walk with her to the prac room to put her clarinet away and then cross which left me with 3 minutes to eat. >:(

Tiffany was talking about her composition when she put her hand back to "touch" her hair and she forgot that she had tied it up.

Tiff: Shiet!!!! where's my hair? I'm bald D:

Me: OMG you are. woah D:

Tiff: OMG OMG OMG - reaches to the back of her head-

WTF? its still there - clenches fists at me-

So ii wasn't concentrating on what she was teaching so I had to get tiff to explain it to me.

But she didn't get it either so I had to ask Huy and he just randomly gave me all the answers and goes. See? it's easy :)

JTS

Putty + my nose = me nearly vomiting cus of the smell.

But Maddi said she preffered the smell of putty than varnish.

I hate both. :(

But we got to finish early so we were talking to Jameel and all that.

I was watching mychonny :D

Geography

TEST. TEST. TEST. TEST. AHHHHHHH D:

I accidentally stuffed up the climate graph so ii had to start it again.

Mrs Parkinson gave out LOLLIES. :)

She said they boost your brain :D

ii like her theories :P

I wrote 2 pages for my peel paragraphs :D

so happy with myself.

After we finished Richard asked us what the answers were to some of the questions and Lisa got one of the easy ones wrong. :D

BAHAHAHAHAHA :)

Eevan was so late. >:(

He stayed in so that he could get perfect marks :(

stf him.

Shani & Sabrina's afterschool time :D

Me and sabrina walked to the green chairs when ii reminded her that she was going to buy a slush puppy :D

So we got a large slushie and ii filled it up while sabrina drooled at the chips rack.

ii got whethers original lollies :D

YUMMY :)

We forgot to get two straws. (like we always do)

So we shared one. (like we always do) :D

Then we went on the bus to state library to study before our violin performance tonight.

When we got to the library we promised to take fotos on the grassy area later when we saw some asian chick with a pro camera self camming herself and posing :D

Then we were waiting for the elevator when Sabrina started talking about how she was stressed with something and was raging and after she quietened down ii was like.

I need to pee :(

And she laughed her ass off.

While we were going down on the elee, sabrina was like I believe ii can fly~ :P

Then, while ii went to the toilet she drank 3/4 of the slurpie.

Shani: Bad sabrina kun.

Both: good girl :D

(its the lyrics to a korean song) :)

Then we went inside the library and "studied".

I ate lollies and we listened to SNSD :D

Jess came and we studied with her for a while but then we had to go. :(

Sabrina decided to take a foto with me like promised so we took one :D

Then she raged at me for being pretty when I'm not. =='

Sabrina: OMG! so pretty shani. - clenches fist-

Me: Dude... I'm not pretty - starts pointing out all the bad parts-

Sabrina: You bitch! See you're still pretty even though your fringe is split and all that.

Me: Ok. Whatever you think then. -flicks hair-

HEHEHE :D

ii just love pissing her off ;D

Sabrina ii heart you babe ;)

PERFORMANCE

ii thought Miss Mallon was going to rage at me for not coming to lessons but she didnt.

Realised that we were late to tuning so rushed into room.

Practiced.

Saw Richie. So tiff went to talk to him.

We had the performance.

Went inside the hall and these people were being served wine and were talking while we played for them.

It was like they weren't listening.

The veggie who stands next to me took the stand for me :D

ii love it when they do things without being asked :)

Walked with sabrina and tiff to the bus stop.

ii was about to kick an empty crate on the path when ii saw this security guard looking dude leaning on a wall so ii didn't.

Tiff started laughing her ass off. >:(

Then she started talking about how we could get raped.

So sabrina stated that she was a "kun" and we linked arms and walked down the road leaving tiffany by herself :D

BAHAHAHAHA :)

Then we had to go to different platforms so ii wished sabrina a happy birthday and kissed her on the head :D

Cus she's my babe ;)

Then ii was about to walk away and she's like WAIT WAIT WAIT.

and she kissed me on the cheek.

No. We're not les. We're just best friends :D

Tiffany got a VERY wrong idea XD

Now I'm typing up my science prac and studying for science test this thursday D:

Bye xx

IM OFFICIALLY BACK AND STAYING
-bullshit bullshit-
-arent you glad? :D -

Anywayy as you know I'm back.
I was supposed to upload this yesterday but my blog wouldn’t let me upload.
ii think it hates me L
Have you guys been missing me? ><
You better have. D:
Form
Came later than usual today. - curses the rain-
ii got a unexplained absence note when ii walked in -curses teacher-
Anywayy ii was walking out of form staring at the note when ii nearly bumped into this dude from the E block group. (ii don't know his name) anywayy he fully stared at me and while ii walked past. so awkward…
JTS
Jayden noticed my mashimaro mp3. and had a mini mashigasm when ii said that the earphones went in its ass :D
Maddi W. helped me with my JTS logbook. So nice J
We were sharing a computer room with some grade 12 fobs.
They were awesome. ;D
Geography
REVISION. REVISION. REVISION.
we got loads of revision sheets and ii was practically failing the mapping ones. -sobs- im so doomed. D:
Then Ivan started calling me hanguo shyujie or something which means korean lady and ii got pissed cus ii felt old.
HPE
pingpong again. But this time it was actually fun. Helen and I decided to verse Ivan, Richard (new one), James and Jing.
Then Richard and Ivan came to our team and we were like hardcore winning.
We played gang up with me and Ivan versing Richard.
Ivan hit the pingpong ball really hard at Richards balls. XD
Then Ivan started calling me the hanguo thingo again and ii told him that ii wasnt old so Helen started calling me Hanguo baby... (so random)
Then Richard and Ivan started calling me Hanguo baby... =='
MFT
Huy started putting random pieces of hair on Sabrina's desk so she wrote I am so fucking retarded on a sticky note, stuck the hair on it and then slapped it on Huy's back. :D Hilarious. But it started falling off. We got in trouble a few times cus the teacher was like ‘stop talking’. But ii was just like its better talking than to listen to your boring speech. (ii whispered it)
Badminton
Me, Sabrina, Vicky, Annie and Tina (korean) played gang up. :D
First they ganged up on me and then we just randomly ran to the other side and ganged up on each other:D Then we played 4 vs. 2 with Liz and Lisa. Liz hit Lisa's head around 3 times XD

Sabrina&Me
After badminton me and sabrina walked to the bus stop together. We were laughing about random stuff and we started talking about how we should be together.
Sabrina: We should live together ;D
Shani: -walks away-
Sabrina: -looks sad-
Shani: What do you expect me to do then? -wraps hands around waste- -winks- be like this?
Both- -looks each other intently in the eyes then laughs-
We're such a good couple :D

today is SNSD tiff's bday
and yesterday was nhas bday :D

Taemin's bday two days ago...
unfortunately ii couldnt blog then and ii cant blog now either
so ii shall edit my blogs as soon as possible :D

oh and sabrina hates me now cus richard (not the ghey one the new one) waved at me and she felt really left out
BAHAHAHAHA :D

nichkhun's bday but unfortunately ii cant blog... -sobs-

bahaha

H. E. L. L. O. W. O. R. L. D.

ii shall fill you in about what happened at japanese restaurant excursion :D

すし　は　おいしい　です。

でも、　たくさん　の　すし　を　たべます　から　

い　が　いたい　です。

enough of my crap japanese skills :D

ii shall edit this blog and upload pics when ii get uncapped :)

I . L. O. V. E. Y. O. U

-so much-

I wish you’d listen closer to the songs I play,
‘cause the lyrics speak the words I fail to say.

I love you so much.

But, I'm not brave enough to express it to you.

Even though I try to forget you.

Seeing you everyday makes it so hard for me to forget.

Walking in your shadow hoping you'll notice me.

Even though I know you're too good for me.

I just can't help but fall in love.

If I ask you out....

Will you accept me?

Queen's birthday holiday?
nup. it means maths... =='

SCIENCE SPEECH?
-FAIL- :(

lalalalalalalala its shanii x3
studying hardcore =='
ii think its like 3 Down 2 to go :D
-for test- :)

W E L C O M E. M E. B A C K

-yes. ii noe you missed me- :D

I'm officially back although I'm pretty sure I'll be gone again tomorrow. :(

Something really funny happened today but I don't remember what it was...

ii think ii hav brain cell loss D:

Ivan was being really horny today at lunch time...

He was talking about Meagan and Richard having babies... =='

So the whole lunch time was spent on Ivan going all horny and everyone else covering their ears so that they didn't hav to listen.

And Tina gave my mashimaro an anal. -its her favourite word- =='

ii ate noodles ;D

Kinjal said that my mashimaro mp3. looked like a cow's udder... =='

She dissed mashimaro D:

So the whole maths lesson was spent on telling kinjal that mashimaro is not a cow's udder but a rabbit :)

Mr Macgregor came in at maths time to persuade everyone not to go to QA cus its a crap school :D

He was like BSHS has so many more oppertunities :)

I'm not going so ii didnt really care.

Me and Lisa went hype cus ii drew the this is buggy thing on lisa's hand and we were laughing and the teacher's like 'GIRLS! LISTEN!' D:

That's all for today...

Currently I'm studying for the maths test, jap test, english oral and so on. D:

sleep deprivation again D: -sob-

tata~

Herro there~

im getting sleep deprivation again...
Watched impro comp todayy :D
so pro... =='

Mr. McMahon called me up to the front of the class and asked me why ii was sitting next to Sharen...
And ii was like that's where i normally sit... =='
Then he goes, oh ok i'm sorry but then all the people in the class were looking at me if ii had done some big crime or something -sob-

Drama Club after school...
Stole some of Mathilde's 'BOOST' chocolate.
YUM~ ^^

Have to study for math test so I'll see you~

Sleep deprivation is ghey D:



Sabrinaa got her teeth out today :D

her remaining two so she has lots of gaps now :D

Ate noodles for dinner :DD



Me and Jen went high at music again..

Chandeller was singing at the ballet while our group was watching it :D

Emily thought that people could sing with their mouths closed

Sabrinaa got to meet Harrison at lunch =='

eww......



Ivan starts telling everyone about the me and jess 'secret' lets get meagan and Ivan together mission :D

-its not really secret now- =='

ii think Ivan is telling everyone on purpose cus ii think he actually does like Meagan :D



ahh wells

watching 남녀 탐구 생활 :)

its good :D



nite nite :D

Mir's cute aegyo...

Yet blogspot doesnt seem to like him cus it's not letting the picture play the video thing as its suppose to... =='

Doing english speech...

Deadly Unna.... ㅠ.ㅠ

That reminds me of Ivan and Lisa talking last week.

Lisa: English speech... =='

Ivan: So who are you doing in english?

Get it? Who are you doing? HAHAHAHA

Lisa: >.>

Ivan you horny ghey ass...

ahh wells

gotta go sleep bye~

Finished English letter -yay-

but ii still have to do my speech -sobs-


ii shall c u tomorrow

tata :D

Late night again T.T -sobs-
ii need to sleep but friggin english speech and letter is due on monday...
Our teacher gave us our drafts for the letter back so late that all the other classess are doing their speeches in peace and we have to do two at once... ㅠ.ㅠ
GHEY D:

I'll just say two funny things and im going.
1st: my mum was lecturing to me about how to achieve goals and all that.
(sorry guys it will be in korean)

엄마: 꿈을 이루는 것도 그렇게 쉬운일은 아니다. 닭이 알을 '팍' 놓을 수없는것 같이 꿈도 마찬가지야.
나: ㅎㅎㅎㅎㅎㅎ -농담이 생각난-
엄마 나 신문에서 읽은겅데 들어볼래? 영어를 한국 말과 섞은거야~
엄마: 어.
나: 우먼 치킨 꼬꼬댁~ 하우스 폭삭. -it might not be funny to u but it is to me- :)

Yesh and Ivan and Lisa were walking to the bus stop and they were talking about their speeches.

Lisa: argh English speech...
Ivan: Who are you doing in english? Get it? who are you doing? AHAHAHAHA....
Lisa: -sigh-

BWAHAHAHA anywayy that was my day :D
tata~

I'm so sleepy but I'm being a good girl and telling you guys all about my life :D

-pedos- ;)

Today at lunch me and Jen were having another laughing spasm :D
Richard fought with Ivan about vegetarians and vegans... =='

At English, me and sharen had another laughing spasm as always :D
We laugh about everything :D
Miss De was trying to help us with our speeches so everyone had to do there work and chat if needed...
Everyone started talking :D
Then ii started drawing smiley faces on Sharens paper :)
Sharen got pissed at the start and then she got addicted to it too so we started drawing lots of them all over HER page -hehe- :D

After school me, jess, sabrinaa and helen were waiting for Meagan, Ivan, Lisa and Tina...
We saw them at the traffic light and ii prank called lisa :D
ii called her and told Helen to tell me when Lisa took her phone out of her bag and then ii hung up :D
so we had fun watching lisa take her phone out of her bag and back in :D
-mind you, the phones got its own special case too that you have to open to get the phone out-
BWAHAHAHA im so evil ;)

Got on the 130 and gigi dude got on :D
-you'll get the gigi part if you're chinese-

Me, tina, lisa, sabrina and jess were sitting at the back row together and Meagan and Ivan were standing up cus there were no more seats left and they looked really good together.
So me and jess started telling everyone about how good they looked together and everyone was like yeah ii reckon aye~ ii thought that since ages ago :D

Then Meagan got really pissed cus she was getting left out of the convo.
-dont worry meagan u didnt need to know but now its on my blog- :D

Then we were talking about how Meagan's ideal guy has to be around the same height as her or taller and Ivan fits that type :)

Got off bus and was ready to depart to art class from Jess and Sabrinaa :D
Jess gave me a hug and sabrinaa got jealous...

Sabrina: Bitch. She always gets a hug whenever she wants :(
Jess: awww dont be mean to shanii...
Me: Yeah who's the bitch now bitch :D

BWAHAHAHAHA

Sabrinaa got owned :)

So ii went to art class and the art teacher wasn't there so ii had to call him and he was like my mum's in intensive care so no art class and im rike shiet im so sorry to hear that and he's like no its ok... -he has really short english-

Yeah so ii met up with Jess and Sabrinaa at Sunnybank Plaza...
And we saw Cute guy that we saw last week :D
We know each other through korean orchestra but not enough to say hi to each other...
And omg he was staring at me :D (ii was waiting for my cheap easyway at rainbow tea bar)
His friends were in the line so he waited too.
And OMG he wore a singlet so he looked really sexyy...
abs... -drools- :)
Jess noticed us staring at each other and she's rike Shani~ -eyebrows- :D
Then Sabrinaa had to go so me and Jess went to funhouse and we owned the DDR machine :)
We were really sucky at the start cus we hadn't played for ages but we got the hang of it :D

ii improved :) -happy-

Then we went home :D
-of course we looked at cute guy before he went- :)
Saw stalker dude again and he made me say hi... -clenches fist-

Got home really late cus of the rain :D
Don't you just love the rain?
Anywayy :D

My mum gave me kiwi but ii was really full so ii put it in the pineapple jar :D
Hope she doesnt notice...

Night night~ ♥

Dear Readers♥

i was just reading my primary school friend's blog and i found an awesome story ( i hope you dont mind that i stole it Jeshika :D)
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10th grade As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
11th grade The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Senior year The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Graduation Day A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
A Few Years Later Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Funeral Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too...` I thought to my self, and I cried.
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After ii read this ii burst into tears...

It's suchh a heartbreaking story especially after you've just watched a really sad drama...

ooh and ii saw this quote on jonah's blog which she got off foonie's blog...
"The thing is if your friend rejects you... then you lose a friend. You have to take the risk of losing a friend for love."

That reminded me of this little paragraph thing ii wrote ages ago...

(sorry for those who can't read korean but its easier to explain)

그대에게 사랑한다고 말을하고 싶다.

매일 그대를 뒤에서 지켜보고 혹시나 뒤돌아 볼까봐 기다린다.

그러나 그대는 이런 내 마음을 모르고 아무렇지 않은것 처럼 날 대한다.

친구을은 나에게 고백하라고 언제나 얘기한다.

그대를 사랑하니깐 한번이라도 마음을 표현하라고.

그러나 언제나 뒷날을 걱정하는 나 자신...

그대가 거절하면 우리 사이가 혹시나 나빠지진 않아을까 하고 걱정에 파뭊이고.

그대의 모든 행동에 빠지고...

그대의 눈을 드려다 볼때마다 그대 안테 더빠지고..

빠지고 빠질수록 그대라는 세계에서 빠져나오기가 너무나도 힘들고...

내 마음이 어떠한지를 그대는 한번이라도 되돌이켜 봤습니까?

그대의 눈에 보이는 나는 어떻습니까?

나의 마음을 모르는 그대가 참 답답하고 밉습니다.

오늘날까지 하루도 빠짐없이 그대를 사랑핸 내가 참 바보스럽습니다.

i'm gonna go to bed now :D

Hope you riked todayy...

미진♥

A. N. J. E. L. L
-Today ii shall dedicate my blog to ANJELL :D-

ii recently found some really really cute chibi versions of ANJELL on the internet.

OMG OMG OMG soo cutee :D
so ii hav decided to post them because im so nice :D

But the problem is that they don't move when ii upload them here =='

ii shall upload the rest later D:

im too tired :(

Hello world. Nice to meet you. :D
Not much happened todayy...
We had fanfare and there was only like 3 people in the audience :)
BWAHAHAHA :D
Comes to show how crap we are :D

Had english in 2nd period...
Wayan was talking to kieren and when he turned back to do his work he knocked my arm....

Wayan: OMG I'm so sorry D:
Me: It's ok... I'm fine :D
Wayan: I am so so so so so so sorry...
Me: umm... its fine?
Wayan: OMG are you sure? I'm seriously sorry...
Sharen: -laughs-

That was seriously retarded...

After school ii had drama club...
Tina and me were talking and ii was on a high so everything she said sounded retarded....

Tina: So luckyy.. you can play the violin
Me: AHAHA yeah... =='
Tina: You know meagan is Amus in piano :)
Me: Meagan has an anus :D -laughs-
Tina: Shani are you ok? Are you sure you dont need to go to the mental hospital?It's just down the road...
Me: AHAHAHA its k. I shall survive :D -trips over nothing-

Yesh that was my day todayy :D
ii shall go and sleep now :D
BYE BYE WORLD~ :)

J O N G H Y U N & M I N H Y U K A R E M I N E

- yonghwa oppa would be too but he's too old- :D

Herro there~

Was just watching the 고구마 couple on 우리 결혼했어요.

OMG OMG ii loves it :D

Seohyun and Yonghwa are a really good match

GOSH im really jealous >:D

And ii feel so sorry for Jinwoon lol

Oppa hwaiting :D

As you can see 종현 & 민혁 from CNBLUE are minee... 이힛♥

Just realised how muchh ii miss Korea...

I haven't been there for 2 years ㅠ.ㅠ

SS501 released their new album DESTINATION ♥

AHAHAHA soo excited :D

Poor joon bby (MBLAQ) collapsed during recording...

오빠 화이팅~~~♥

DECIDED TO POST TWO DEDIS TO TWO CUTEES IN KPOP:

♥ 소희 언니 & 술리 언니 ♥

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-ayy9i4lD9A

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n7fNETKrjzg

ii cant manage to get the video up here D:

ill upload it nxt time

iono what happened :(

tata~

-mine mine mine- :D

E P I K F A I L D:

todayy was random dayy :D

so im going to list all the random things ii did todayy :)

Prepare to be horrified... -thts not scary ii noe- =='

Well anywayy...

at morning tea, i sat with ivan, lisa, camille, katy, karin, meagan, helen and ii think that's all.... (and sabrinaa)

Then we all got seperated while trying to get into assembly and sabrinaa was doing her tsk imitations again..

And then she found this random beat boxing beat and started tsking it... :)

AHAHAHA :D so funny

ii was running away from her and she was screaming 'SHANI! SHANI! WHERE'S SHANI!' =='

Then at lunch time, ii was sitting with Sabrinaa, Jen, Ali and Ivan...

And the E block guys were like staring at us... =='

So me and sabrinaa stared back...

And we were making random jokes....

They weren't even funny but anyways...

Jen: Do you want some of my bagle Shani?

Me: Yesh. ii wants the butter clump :D

Jen: Mine! -makes imitation of kid and ends up with butter on her jumper-

Me: AHAHAHA -bangs head on water fountain-

Sabrinaa: You know they're staring at us?

Me: uhuh

Sabrinaa: Lets stare back at them.

Me & Sabrinaa: -stares-

E block guys: -stares back-

Ivan: Dude Sabrinaa. The noodles popped out of your mouth!!!

Me & Sabrinaa: NOODLES!!! AHAHAHA

Me: -bangs head on fountain by accident again-

-suddenly some random ball of aluminium hits Sabrinaa's head-

Ali: ooh! Ball.

-another one shoots at Jen:

Ali: ooh! Two balls :D ii want them :D

Gimme :) -not in a wrong way- (she's too innocent... *coughs violently*)

Me: AHAHAHA BALLS!!! -bangs head on water fountain-

You get the point...

ii banged my head rike 5 times....

ii drew a snowman in JTS :D <----- random :)

Cus we had to draw on Corel Draw... :D

Its cutee :)

ii need to upload the love calculations already from last week.

You can check Sabrinaa's out on her blog :)

Prepare for minee :D

Coming into blogs near you.... -wtf- =='

tata~

HERRO EVERYBODYY~~

Yes yes ii know you're all happy to see me :D
-stop that-

ii don't hav muchh to talk about today...
oh oh except that ii had to eat lemons D:

We had some church picnic..
And we were playing games from 1박2일
And my team lost D:
Cus of this stupid grd11 =='
So we had to all eat lemons...

ii shall blog tomorrow..
Just found a great drama to watch :D

tata~

HELLO THERE~

Sorry guys ii can't blog for long today but ii have this really funny story :D

It was around 2pm (yesh ii noe 2pm is sexyy) and this phone call came and ii picked it up.
It was a telemarketer... =='
And ii dont want to be racist but she had a really bad accent and you couldnt really understand her...

Telemarketer: Good Afternoon. Am I speaking to Mrs. Park?
Me: No.
Telemarketer: Well then. Good Afternoon Mrs Park I'm from the solar company...
Me: -hangs up-

That was seriously random. :D

Well ii got to go

Byee~

Isn't 2AM just sexyy :D

Their photoshoot photos came out :)

I shall upload the rest tomoz :D

WELCOME. ME. BACK.
Miss me? I know you did :)

So yeahh. I'm back :D

Aren't chu happy~ :)

Today was spent on eating chocolate and drawing fake scars over katy's arm. :D

In PCL we had to do career crap. Apparently I'm creative... =='

Katy and Ivan started fighting about if simplified chinese was better or traditional.

ii was watching 강심장 cus ii was bored :D

At English, ii had to partner up with Jackie (girl) to disassemble paragraphs...

ii needed my pencil case from my desk so ii asked Sharen to get it for me.

When we looked at my table, Wayan was staring full on at it and me and Sharen were laughing full on :D

He stared at it for like an hour and then he decided to put it back on my desk when he noticed me and sharen watching and laughing :)

Then, Kieren started playing with my waterbottle and someone was saying "Oi. Why are you playing with shani's stuff?"

And Kieren's like, "Cus she's my friend :D I get her approval to play with it"

That was funny.

And in science, someone asked Mr Gagem "How many sentences should we write?"

And he goes, "If you write around 3 sentences, then BOB's your uncle" :D

THAT WAS REALLY REALLY REALLY funny and random :)

After school me, jess chen and sabrinaa went to sunnybank plaza :D

And we all bought easyway and sat down.

ii bought Lychee blacktea with Pearls. :)

Sabrinaa bought passionfruit relish. :)

Jess bought this yummy white blended ice thingo :D

Then we noticed that literally half of my cup was filled with pearls and Sabrinaa only had 1/8.

Jess had rainbow jelly :D

Sabrinaa got pissed so everytime ii put my easyway on the table and looked around, she would pick up some and eat all the pearls. D:

Then once, I drank some and accidentally regurgitated a pearl back into the cup.

(trust me ii usually dont do tht its just that jess made me laugh while ii was drinking so yeah) :D

And then Sabrinaa tried to drink it again while ii looked away and she ate the pearl that ii regurgitated :D

Then me and jess were laughing and we told sabrinaa and she stopped chewing the pearls and evil glared me. :D

Then she swallowed it anywayy and she had to go to Jap tutor.

She gave Jess a hug and when ii asked for one she told me to hug her bag but ii couldnt hear her so ii was like, " Did you just say, you want me to hump your bag?"

And we were laughing :D

Sabrinaa didnt give me a hug and walked away so ii followed her and she tried to hide behind a toy machine so ii followed her behind it :D

Then ii raped her :D -jokes-

ii ate her up and ii came back to Jess :)

Then me and Jess went shopping at coles.

And ii taught Jess how to pick yummy mandarins :D

But most of the mandarins there were crap :D

Then me and Jess came back to the food court and stayed there for a little while.

Jess sat down first cus ii had to put some rubbish away when ii saw this guy that this guy at my church bought to church for fun... =='

And the guy's scary.

He changed his hairstyle so ii didn't notice him.

And he passed me and ii pretended to not notice him but he turned around and was like '야!' so ii had to say hi to him...

Then ii noticed that this hot guy ii knew from the korean orchestra ii used to go to was staring at me and ii was like 'wtf?' walks away. (hoping he didn't think ii was friends with that other dude)

But the dude from korean orchestra is too old for me anyway...

He's in uni first grade...

So that was my day todayy :D

BYEEE~

4MINUTE. IS. BACK. :D

AND BEAST IS IN THEIR MV~!
- i shall upload the MV tomorrow because its not working rite now-

Anywayy I'm veryy excited.

Aren't you?

YOSEOB, GIKWANG, HYUNSEUNG = SEXAYY :D

HAPPY. BIRTHDAY. TAEYANG~
-sexy abs- ;D

태앙 오빠 생일 축하해~♥

Todayy is dedicated to one of my favourites TAEYANG♥

My message to Taeyang♥ :

태양 오빠~♥

빅뱅 활동 잘하시구 건강 조심하시구요~

언제나 우리 팬들이 뒤에있으니깐 걱정 마세요.

좋은 하루 보내세요~

그리구 언제나 웃으시구요~
걱정이 있으면 언제나 뒤에 있는 팬들을 기억하세요~

화이팅~

사랑해용~♥

미진.♥

TAEYANG. IS. TOO. TOO. SEXYY.♥

AREN'T. THEY. CUTE?

(장현승, 이기광)

HERRO EVERYBODYY~

I haven't been blogging for days because ii was too busy...

-assignments, tests, orals-

But ii shall be blogging everydayy soon :D

All my tests finish on Friday... T__T

Since ii didn't post on Sundayy...

I shall talk about sundayy :D

(sorry for you guys who can't read korean cus ii go to a korean church) :)

전도사님이 공과공부 하는 동안에 우리에게 반 이름을 만들어라고 했다.

선생님: 우리 뭐라고 부를까?

수지: LP (little prophets)이라고 부르면 어떨까요?

혜현: 넘 평범해

선생님: 그럼 뭐라할까?

혜현: 브.아.걸.스 처럼 이름 만들어요~

선생님: 음.. 그러면 원남4녀 어떨까?

모두: 오우~ 좋은데요~

나: 근데 빨리 말하면 원람삼 처럼 들리는데요...

모두: -생각- ㅎㅎㅎ 맞다 ^^ -1시간 동안 웃는다-

선생님: 원남4G는 어떨까? (1남자4걸스)(근데 선생님이 말했을때는 원남4기 처럼들렸다)

모두: 음.. 괜찮은데요~

나: 근데 웬지 4GB 처럼들려요~ (GB=기가)

모두: ㅎㅎㅎㅎㅎ 진짜다~

선생님: 야! 미진! 이시....

혜현: 5GB는 어때요? 5명 이니깐...

모두: 음... 그렇게 하자.. 근데 좀 이상하다...

11 학년: 우리껀 FP다~ (꽃보다 남자 F4 근데 바꿔서 Flower Pig 돼지들~) ^^

10학년 (우리): ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ ^^

And that's how it ended up :D

Okayy now I shall talk about todayy :)

In science, me and Annie were throwing Annie's rubber to each other and catching it with one hand and Annie did this really cool thing with the rubber like spinning it up and making it bounce alot on the table. And ii tried it.... And failed... xD Cus ii spun it and it went backwards instead of spinning and nearly hit Amanda's head (who was 2 rows behind us) and fell on the floor. :D Then Annie was laughing at me full on for like 20 mins. T____T

I was laughing too :D -iono why-

That's all for todayy :)

I need to study for Japanese test, English assignment, Science test, music test and debating ㅠ.ㅠ

Byee~~~

W E L C O M E. T O. M Y. W O R L D.
-B2ST, MBLAQ,FT. ISLAND, SHINEE, DBSK, U-KISS, BIGBANG...

Herro everyone~

I'll be blogging about yesterday todayy cus ii was too sick to blog alot yesterdayy...

LORENZO didn't come to music today cus apparently he has a broken ankle cus of soccer training... So ii missed my daily Lorenzo smile :(

We had a relief teacher for JTS cus Ms. Dow was sick :( And the teacher was really retarded and he made us do yr.11 JTS theory... D:

So we had to move to upper G block...

Me and Natalie sat behind Kieren, Jayden and Antoine. -which was a really bad experience- So this is what ii heard.

Jayden: You know, my dick is really long.

Antoine: What the hell man... =='

Kieren: -laugh laugh-

Jayden: No man i'm serious -touches dick-

Kieren: oohh -eyebrows-

Antoine: wtf?

Kieren: How long is it?

Jayden: I think its around 12cm.

Kieren: Psh.. that's small :P

Jayden: WTF man... That gets two hands on it. :D

-picks up my ruler which is 15cm and puts it next to dick to measure it-

See? It's 12cm.

Kieren: That's not gonna get two hands on it.

Jayden: -picks up my pacer from my desk and starts showing Kieren that its long enough for 2 hands-

Kieren: One hand would be better :P

Jayden: -shows how to do it with one hand-

Jayden: Mine's still growing.. dont diss it ;D

Jayden: How long is yours?

Kieren: -looks down-

Jayden: Cmon man. We're all guys man...

Kieren: -looks at me-

Shani: -starts laughing-

Jayden: Don't mind her

Kieren: iono mines around 2mm :D

Jayden: hahaha wtb man. how small's that?

Kieren: -tries to measure it with ruler- -starts laughing-

Jayden: -laughs-

Jayden: Antoine how long's yours?

Antoine: iono

Jayden: cmon its yours so you should know...

Antoine: who cares man...

Jayden: cmon...

Teacher: I don't believe that that info will be of any help to you. Now do ur work.

Jayden: whispers -fcuk the teacher-

Later ii work when ii noticed Kieren looking at his pants... =='

Kieren: There's white shiet on my pants...

Shani: eww -thinking wrongly-

Kieren: HAHAHA ii think it's just ice-cream...

Shani: LOL

Kieren: -wipes his hand across it, smells it and then shoves his finger infront of my face-

Kieren: It's ice-cream. See? Smell it~

Shani: ew....

Kieren: you know you want to~~

Shani: -laughs-

Then Kieren stole my pacer and my ruler for the rest of the lesson. =='

BACK. TO. TODAY.

Nothing really happened todayy except for my mum jamming the printer

and me spending two hours fixing it... =='

Bye~~~ ^^

-vocal soiree tomorrow- :(

H A P P Y B I R T H D A Y

C A M I L L E ~ ~ ♥

13/05

Celebrating the existence of Camille todayy~~~ ♥

Camille's turning 14~~ ♥

She's getting older~~ -oh my- :D

Hope you had a nice day Camille~~ ♥

Camille's Birthdayy dedi:

It's crap ii know cus ii didn't get muchh time to make it...
But ii promise I'll make a better one next time...

Extra info:

The dedi's got lots of pixels on it cus my photo uploader is crap... :D

I wrote this blog yesterday at rike 12:00 am.
Then ii finished it and it said that it couldn't save... ㅠ.ㅠ

That's why I'm typing it up today~~ ^^

Sorry everyone...
ii can't blog for long today..
Runny nose... ㅠ.ㅠ

BYEEE~~~ ♥

Herro Everyone~~~ ^^

Long time no see aye~?
Sorry I couldn't post for the last few days...
It was cus I got capped and then this bas... I mean my cousin came over
and used over the limit of the internet.
Then, she said ii did it. ㅠ.ㅠ
My mum believed her. She believes everything she says.... >:(
Anywayy....

Todayy was... good -grits teeth-
All of the classroom music students had to perform on assembly to
'promote' the Vocal Soiree. Darcy and Monash are like there are some
really talented people in that group...' =='
And I'm like to Jeanne, that excludes me. Tiffany goes, 'But I reckon Jeanne's
got a really strong voice unlike YOU.'
Dissing me in my face. =='

Ahh wells...
The rest of the day was ohkay.
Nothing muchh happened except for seeing Mr Gagem go red in the face again
cus he got so pissed at Renee. (thinks that's how you spell her name)
meh~

SUJU 오빠들 released their new song~~~^^
Don't chu just lovee them~
ahh wells...

Lisa got me addicted to manga... =='
I was never interested in it but then she introduced me to some site.
And ii got addicted to it... =='
So these days most of my time is spent reading mangas... :D
Fills up my spare time though :)

Ahh wells...

안뇽~~ ^^

사랑하는 비스트 오빠들... :)

Herro Everyone~~~!

Todayy was utterly retarded. :)

We had orchestra first up...

Sabrinaa didn't come uber early like she usually does. :(

Because she made me join her team to make a good impression to Miss. Mallon about us so that we can get A's for our report cards. =='

So there ii was ALL BY MYSELF taking out the stands and putting them down.

And then a miracle happened.

MISS MALLON COMPLEMENTED ME~~~! -gasps-

She never complements people so ii decided that I'd get lots of complements and boast to Sabrinaa. And in the end she gave me 3 compliments. :D

When Sabrinaa came ii told her and she got really pissed and she started spitting on me like she usually does. :(

But it was funny. :)

Went to form class.

The veggie that likes me in my form class was smiling at me again. -sigh-

I don't even know who he is. =='

MATHS. GHEY. GHEY. GHEY.

I was waiting with Nha for the teacher to come and Nha goes, ' I think the teacher has PMS everyday cus she's always so pissed.'

And then ii burst out laughing. :)

ENGLISH. was actually ok todayy.

We had a student teacher Miss De Medieous. (i think that's how you spell it)

She's nice. :)

But ii think Mr McMahon made her be strict cus she was acting like Mr McMahon usually acts. We got to make name card things to stick on our desk so that she could remember our names and Sharon and me were fighting over whether ii should sit next to Camille or not. Ended up ii sat next to Sharen. (which made Camille pissed cus Sharen kept saying that ii loved her more.) :D

JAPANESE. was better than usual.

We got to make samurai hats and こいのぼり。

I got William to make mine cus he's pro. :D

But then he wrote from Brian on it. (omg why do ii keep typing brina) :DD

Then ii hit him on the head cus ii don't even know who Brian is and he kept trying to write Brian on my book.

Apparently Brian rikes me.

I hate him back. :)

Then William asked Michael to put up a few fingers. Michael put up one. And William guessed the number right. Michael said he would be ok but when he got out of the classroom he started sway walking. :)

I think ii hit him a bit too hard. D:

MUSIC. was......

We had to sing Les Miserables again.

All the girls went into one practice room and the boys went into another and we practiced singing. Soprano 1 has to literally scream to get to the high notes. T_T

I felt dizzy after. When we went into the big room to practice. Lorenzo and Oliver had to sing really really high for 'God on high'. (Oliver sings even higher than Jeane can sing) :)

And Lorenzo was smiling at me. :)

DRAMA CLUB. GHEY. GHEY. GHEY

Had to practice visuals. Like looking at a picture and explaining it with your body. Our group consists of vegies, me, Tina and this random grd.11. Only one of the veggies were here today cus all the others were at netball or something.

After drama club ii was walking with the veggie to the bus stop. Thinking about ______ and the veggie was talking to me about the drama thing and she was fully stressing out. And ii was like it's not that important cus our group members didn't come to rehearsal. But she full on kept stressing. D:

That was my day today :D

안녕하세용~ -꾸벅-
미진이 입니다~
블로그 새로 시작했습니당~
잘봐주세용~ (*^^*)

YAY~~~
Officially started my new blog.
I used to have a blog but ii never used it and ii decided the name was ghey soo...
Here's my new one :D
I'm being a good girl like Sabrinaa told me to be so I'm going to try to blog everyday from now on.

I'm going to fill you guys in on what happened yesterday :D

YESTERDAY WAS CAMILLE"S PARTY~~!
Happy Birthday Camille :D -hugs-

ok. so in the morning, I wake up WAYWAYWAYWAYWAY early cus my mum
goes, 'Oh you know its already 12 and your gonna be late for camille's party..'
I believed her... =='
So ii woke up and brushed my teeth then noticed it was 5a.m. in the morning..
So ii went spastic at my mum :DD

Had to do maths for the whole time til camille's party.
1p.m. - I left my house to go to the bus stop
Got to the traffic light and noticed my bus was there so ii literally sprinted to
the bus stop. Got on the bus and the drivers like, 'Oh, how are you today?'
And im just like 'good' but then im thinking 'do you think ii look happy right now?'
cus my hair was all messed up in the wind.

Anywayy...
Noticed that the bus ii was suppose to ride to southbank didn't come on public
holidays so ii had to catch like 4 different buses to get there.
I got there and ii couldn't find camille so I called her like 10 times and finally found her when she said come to riverside green or some shiet and Tina screamed out 'SHANI~~~'

I sat between Tina and Lisa and I ate loads of sushi.
Camille's mum's soo nice :DD
Then came the cheerios and everyone started stuffing themselves with it when
Camille's dad comes with sausages and goes 'have some more' and everyone's
like full.
So everyone has another one and Ivan started making this joke about the sausages.

(*WARNING* the following info is not for people under 18yrs of age) :DD

Lisa: Ivan can you pass me a sausage?
Ivan: The long one or the short one?
Tina&me: -laughs-
Lisa: -disgusted face- The long one please.
Me: So you can enjoy it more?
Tina: She loves the pleasure -laughs-
Lisa&me: -stares in horror-
Tina: -laughs-
Me: Ivan can you pass me a sausage?
Ivan: The long one or the short one?
Me: The long one -eyebrows-
Ivan: The brown one or the red one?
Tina&me: -laughs-
Tina: I think asians are the only one who get these jokes cus they're not laughing. -points at Edowa and friends-
Camille: IVAN!!!

Yeah :L
Now you see why its not for under 18s. :DD

Anywayy..
The food was really good.
After sausages there were chicken wings and chicken skewers.
I was being nice and eating one of each.
Then ii nearly vomited. T^T

Camille suggested we play wink detective.
So we all sat in a circle.
There was this asian group next to our circle of guys and this girl (katy thinks she's a slut). Anywayy they kept staring at me. Then one of the guys came up to me.

Guy: Can I please have your phone number?
Me: Errr.. no?
Guy: Please please please
Katy: -evil glares-
Me: go away D:
Guy: -walks away-

Then later katy was talking to me.

Katy: You should've told them to fcuk off.
Me: I was going to.
Katy: lol. It's always hard to say what's in your brain.

And just when everything seems ok the guy comes back again.

Guy: Can you please please please gimme your phone number?
Me: I told you piss off you dumb ass.
Guy: Please just type in anything. -drops the phone in my lap-
Me: wtb? -types in random phone number-
Guy: Th sooo muchh :DDD

Then later me and Katy saw the guy go back to his friend and then the friend tried calling the number.
Am he was walking and ii think it might've been a real number cus someone's like talking to him.
And he looked at me and I wasn't on a phone and he was like 'sorry sorry' to the person on the phone and walked back to his group.
Katy, Karin and me were like laughing our heads off.

Then later everyone goes to eat Camille's cake.
It was REALLY REALLY big :)
We lit the candles and it didnt burn cus of the wind so Camille's dad got the whole bunch and lit them all at once. Wax started falling on the cake so Camille had to blow them out. :P
But they wouldn't go off.
So like Camille's dad just took them out and grabbed them.
And they went off. :D

We sang happy birthday to Camille and then Camille's dad cut the cake with his 'pro-ness'. :DD

We all got REALLY REALLY big pieces of cake. :)

EVeryone went around with the cream and put it all over everyone's faces.
ME and CAMILLE gave katy a face pac with the cream.
And when me and helen had to go Camille put cream on her lips and kissed me =='
And ii had cream all over my cheek so ii had to rub it off lol :DD
GOT A PARTY BAG :DD
Mine had a scribbly thing in it where you write on it and then rub it off :D
Helen got a pen ;D

Then, ii went on the bus home from city. This guy who looked like 기광 from BEAST came on the bus and stood next to me and he smiled at me. :DD Then the bus jerked forward and we grabbed the same pole and his hand was on top of mine. :DD
I was like smiling to myself cus ii felt like gikwang was holding my hand. And I'm like shiet I'm so happy. :)

Here's photos from Camille's partyy :)
I seem to have a problem with uploading pics lol.
I'll download them on another blog.
For now...

BYEE~!!